i liked theatrical film and then, yeah, then i got that brian depalma apprentice gig so i'm going to be his apprentice on this big movie and they are a spending, at the time, it was like $50 million on a movie that was just not thought out. it was a thin satire and i was-- i did the new york part of it, but when they went to l.a. to do the studio part, i actually dropped out and returned to theater at that point and then got tired of theater because of how-- i was supposed to do a production of three penny opera and the cheapest seat was supposed to be $40, as a -- i'm not going to charge $40 for three penny opera which is a kind of marxist play and then i turned to the internet thinking the internet was going to be the people's medium. i want to get away from all of this commercial theater and i'm going to the internet which is going to be the counter cultural anti-business, pro human -- i mean, it was for a moment. it's going to be that alternative. in terms of the movies that i would say are the best, i mean, maybe i'm typical, but you know, kubrick and lynch do things in movies--