and i liked theatrical film and then, yeah, and then i got that brian depalma apprentice gig and i'm going to be his apprentice on a big movie and at the time it was like $50 million on a movie that was not thought out and it was a thin satire and i did the new york part of it, but when they went to l.a. to do the studio part, i actually dropped out and returned to theater at that point and then got tired of theater because of how i was supposed to be a production of three penny opera and the cheapest seat was going to be 40 bucks. kind of a narco, kind of marxist, san francisco lefty mind thinker not going to pay $40 for the cheapest seat of three penny opera. i turned to the internet thinking the internet was going to be the people's medium. i want to get away from that commercial theater and go to the internet which is going to be the counter cultural anti-business pro-human, i mean, it was for a moment. it's going to be that alternative. in terms of the movie i would say are the best, i mean, maybe i'm typical, but you know, kubrick and lynch have-- do things in movies that are--