i still do not believe it up to this date, my son, my brinton got shot. jillian: we are seeing pictures of him growing playing basketball, he was on his way to college, he was a star basketball player and had a bright future ahead of him. can you tell me why after what you experienced your taking this fight to the streets and making your message heard about what we need on the streets including more police officers? >> the way i feel. the way i live. in the past before my son brinton was murdered, gun violence did not affect me. i am living it. i don't see and think it is right for any other parent to live this way, to feel this way, to feel such pain. no mother should bury their child especially when their child wants to live, their child was a good child. every child has a bright future. gun violence should not be the end of the child's life. we have to take it in hand. we have to fight to make sure every child lives and every child out there go to school and return home, go to play and return home. no one should have to suffer. i have to be unselfish,