bristol could have led to him becoming a drug dealer. he also said violent crime should be treated like a disease. farmingway of life. but many farmers are living under tremendous pressure, and the strain is taking its toll. around one agricultural worker takes their life every week in the uk, according to figures seen by the bbc. bad weather, animal disease, long lonely hours and financial strain are all contributing to a mental health crisis in the industry. gareth barlow, a former farmer himself, reports. i've had dark thoughts. you know, when you can't see another way out, when you can't see another alternative... ..it does cross your mind. dog barks if something snapped in my head and i decided to take my own life, for example, it would only push the burden onto my father. and, you know, i know it would kill him. at 22, jonathan mccamley is struggling. and so is alan, his dad. i nearly did something stupid. and i seriously thought about it, and i nearly did. voice breaking: and the only thing that stopped me... ..was the thought ofjonathan. two men on the same farm, facing the same issues. dealing wi