for brorby, who grew up as one of the few gay children in the class of just 23 students, the libraryasure trove in the safe haven. the library was the only way he was going to be able to access any book. as an adult face in the trial of being outed by and unsteadiness of young adulthood, brorby found himself back and north dakota teaching english classes at his old high school. the library and books by amy tam, truman capone, and mary carter refuge once again. in his book, boys and oil, he writes quote, every monday through friday after school, i walked two blocks from bismarck high to the public library and stayed there until it closed. sometimes at the library, i would leave my carole and battle over the large glass windows. i would sit down, they're mesmerized at the changing light over the missouri river valley. the view was an ever-changing canvas of color and texture, something that, though shifting, helped me feel rooted to the reality that somehow, i was going to get out of my parents basement, end quote. taylor brorby isn't the first person nor the last to search for help in