tom davis came to the house, he drove from buford, and he had been an incredibly good friend for a very long time. in my first race for governor, he moved up and lived in the basement of our house for six months, and we called it jurassic park because it was kids dinosaur sheets and all kind of folks were living there in the campaign and he gave his time and his talent and effort for ideas that he believed to try to make a difference in those ideas. and so in a very profound way i have let down tom davis's of the world. on the right over here i called the house and in the background i heard my parents in law who have come to see jenny and i let them down. i have had some real conversations with my father-in-law, leaving the cards on the table and he was incredibly gentlemanly as you cannot imagine in seeing here were some things i was struggling with regarding where my heart was, where i was in life, those different kind of things, and i let him down. i fled down a lot of people. that's the bottom line. and i let them down in every instance i would ask their forgiveness. forgiveness is