i mean, i had people like burt reynolds call me.flair, the wrestler called me. >> and then the day you left the hospital, the amazing group of people who were waiting outside for you clapping. what was that like? >> they were a lot of my friends from buffalo. and i was probably at the worst part of my physical being, how i felt. i had no injury. i lost 51 pounds. i felt terrible. i was hurting. my face was radiated so bad that it was just completely horrible. but to see their face, to see their cheering and know they came there for me, i needed that. thank you, guys. >> now, you were showing off to me that you don't have to shave 1/2 of your face anymore. i know they gave you a prosthetic jaw. and that thing pops out, is that right? >> yeah. they pretty much removed my whole upper jaw up into my nasal academy. lost 75% of my hearing. and from 35 radiation treatments, it has pretty much taken all the hair on off the side of my face. >> do you ever take the jaw out to scare your children or anything? >> it's funny you asked that. when