coanchor, byron pitts. >> we're driving into the heart of downtown. >> i can't look at it and not seethe terror. >> reporter: for linsey hartman, independence day will never be the same. >> i've come to this parade my entire life. my daughter scarlet was standing right here, dancing in the street, having the time of her life when the first shots started to fire up. >> reporter: the highland park fourth of july shooting. one of more than 600 mass shootings this year. linsey, her husband danny, and their 4-year-old daughter scarlet were there when horror happened. >> breaking news for you, a horrific scene unfolding. this is just outside of chicago. >> i looked at my husband, and he looked at me, and we just nonverbally knew that we had to run for our and i said, "protect her, don't worry about me, it will slow you down, just go." it's still pretty rough. you know. there's a lot of emotions that are still very much at the surface. >> like what? >> fear. gratitude. terror. >> what did you lose that day, do you think? >> the best way i can describe it is, i don't feel safe. my world has j