. >>> it was at the suffolk county jail on new york's long island that we met cara cabela.diction aside, she admits to having struggled with the concept of all things in moderation. >> there was a time i did go to petco and i was going to get a hamster and i'm like this is great, i'll get a hamster, we'll be friends and bond. went there and there was ten of them in the little cage and i took one and then i realized i didn't want to leave them behind. needless to say, i left petco with ten hamsters. i got them all a condo going around the room with all the tubes and all. my mother came home and was like what in god's name happened? i was like, well i couldn't just take one. he had friends. all the rest were jumping. now i have ten hamsters. >> needless to say i had to go to the schools and give them out as pets because my mother was a little angry. but it's true and all that, when you don't do drugs, when you're first in recovery, you fill that void with anything. all of a sudden i'm gambling. i'm a horrible gambler. i'm doubling down on everything. even scratch-offs. i go i