caititlin says waiting lists ae months along in part due to health care cutbacks. she speaks openly about her despair. >> one evening, i was done, exexhausted, alone, rorobin. only a couple knew this part about me. by two people. i want people to know that we all have our bad days. i don't think god is done with us yet. i cannot breathe and tell myself i am ok. >> the american suicide foundation for dates private and state initiatives. events like this fundraising walk are popping up. can it really do any good? >> it is a small town. 'all eyes on us' kind of thing. i think that's super important. but they didn't have a lot of advertisement for the event, so hopefully this is just the beginning of many more to come." ♪ o' say can you see ♪ >> every year corbin's mother sings the national anthem at the miles city rodeo. it's a venue for youngsters just like her son to prove their mettle. everyone here knonows her storyry, andw shsharla jerrel hopes s reachint will help to address the tragic issue of suicide. >> when it comes to o giving children opportunities in life