i was in a slum in india in calcutta, the old bombay, mumbai, and they said is that america is told airvices 5000 people. try to even imagine what that means. i can't even imagine it. i guess part of it is being grateful, been humbled. i think we need to be more humble. i think we need to love nature and we need to put in the center of our lives and we need to be grateful for it and that they consciously grateful. and we have defined joint in the work that we are doing and realize that it can be tough, but to my mind it's like you opened the door you see with any other site. some people choose to close and not see. i call it a right not to know. i don't want to know, i don't want to know it's not my business. i find if you walk through and see it it will hurt. we talked earlier about a wonderful quote by margaret atwood the wonderful canadian writer who said the world seem clearly to sing through tears. why ask me than what is wrong with my eyes? if you are really seeing it you will be sad a lot. but that's a good said. that's the sad that gets you out of bed in the morning and often do