randy, you mentioned calumet city. you mentioned being jewish. you have a chapter, your book entitled dirty --. yeah, well, one of the benefits of growing up in calumet city, as opposed to growing up in scarsdale or westchester county or skokie, illinois for a --, is that we're not under the misleading impression that we're some kind of large number of people where if a third of the group or or a half of the group i think american -- sort of unrealistic. and i felt way at the time. so it's sort of an unrealistic vision of our of our place and our in this vast country of, ours growing up far out of, you know, the school class of four out of 400, it's different lesson. and the lesson started for me, when i was in second grade on the playground, my grade school and one of the my fellow classmates called me dirty --. and then i hauled off and hit him and we got a fistfight and we were both punished for this fist fight. and it wasn't until years later that it finally dawned on me it's quite possible that he didn't. i was jewish and he was barnet. i do