you say that your book, gomorrah, is full of graphic stories and detail of how the camorra in napoli and you went into real detail, you named names. it seems to me that you must have been aware that writing that book and having it published notjust in italy but around the world was going to create a massive problem for you. well, you have had to live with the decisions you took then for the last ten years and it seems to me that you are now a man who is filled with conflicting, difficult feelings, and quite a lot of regret. you have said that the impact of having the death threat upon you is notjust about you, it is about your mother and your father and your family as well, and you say that you can never forgive yourself for the impact it has had upon them. does that mean that you wish you had not written gomorrah? what is it like? i'm a journalist like you. well, you are a writer and i'm a journalist. i cannot imagine the impact of having to live with bodyguards every day of my life, having every move i make monitored, having this sense that a threat could lie around any corner. are