might be -- it might be something as simple as walking my son to school, seeing him in his little carharthat, marching down to class, me starting to get famous and people knowing who i am. and coming home after school and turning on mtv to see what my video was. like we're going to get a new house soon. stuff like that. probably moments with him that we shared together. because he's kind of seen it all unfold even though he was kind of probably 5, 6, 7 years old where i started to really gain some money and success and stuff. he saw enough down here to -- probably the stuff we've experienced together. we've both gone through a lot together. >> how important to you is your credibility? >> it depends to who. >> it was interesting when i saw you attacking steven tyler. he's a friend of yours. >> not attacking steven tyler. >> let's rephrase that. when you were being pretty highly critical of his decision to do american idol. >> i don't think it's a good move. >> you were honest. but when you did that, it seemed to me you were sort of saying, thinks is not the kind of thing a guy like him sho