general, the gentlemen who i had met in my white house fellows year at omb, cap weinberger and frank carlucci, come back into my life, remember me and i go to work for them and was able to use the high level government experiences that i had had years earlier as a white house fellow. so it really fundamentally changed the shape of my career and the shape of my life. c-span: after you discuss in the book a lot of republicans in the government, the weinbergers and people like that, you do make this statement at the end, that you and president clinton were close. what did you mean by that? >> guest: we got along very, very well. we obviously had differences on some issues gays and lesbians in the military. but as a personal matter, we got along very, very well and we do to this day, even though i have gone on to become a republican. we talk on the phone from time to time and we have very, very cordial discussions. and i like president clinton. and when we first started working together at the beginning of his administration and we had this very difficult issue of whether or not to allow gays and