after he was released, fulham kept in touch with cassian.for a number of opportunities outside of the club. but his mum says he wasn't ready to go back to football. now, four years on, he's just been offered a coaching role at fulham. there will be people who will watch this at home and they will say that it's inevitable. not everyone can make it. after being in the club for nearly 10 years. and just to release him — you're hero to zero in no time. ijust want him to be back to how he was. independent and do what he enjoys. i don't even know what that is any more. meeting eva bought back a lot of memories for me. a lot of things i hadn't thought about in a long, long time. i rememberfeeling so embarrassed having to explain to everyone that i had been released. i was no longer a footballer. ultimately i was able to move on with my life. but for eva's son it hasn't been so easy. and what she was saying raises serious questions about a system that brings in so many kids and spits them out at the other end. five years ago, dr david blakelock spok