emily: what is the myth of chamath palihapitiya, and what is the reality? amath: the reality is i am a deeply insecure person who got extraordinarily lucky. more lucky than i deserve. who is trying very hard to leave a reasonably positive legacy so that i feel like i did the right thing. i feel like there are way more people that are way more talented than me. i think the myth is that i'm aloof, i can be arrogant. i say what's on my mind. i guess at some level maybe all of those things are true, but the "me" that i know is just the same guy that feels like my parents gave up a lot. i feel like i should be really doing something important. emily: were you like this when you were young? has this evolved? have you become more courageous? chamath: alcohol is a great truth serum. money is a great amplifier of courage. what else do i have to be afraid of at this point? i have an obligation to do what i think is right, to help people, and build some things that are interesting. and frankly, to make more money, because if i can make more money, i will have a better