emily: what is the myth of chamath palihapitiya, and what is the reality? chamath: the reality is i am a deeply insecure person who got extraordinarily lucky, more lucky than i deserved, who is trying very hard to leave a reasonably positive legacy so that i feel like i did the right thing. i feel like there are way more people that are way more talented than me. i think the myth is that i'm aloof, i can be arrogant. i am very -- you know, i say what's on my mind. i guess at some level maybe all of those things are true. but the "me" that i know is just the same guy that feels like my parents gave up a lot. i feel like i should be really doing something important. emily: were you like this when you were young? has this evolved? have you become more courageous? chamath: what is that phrase -- alcohol is a great truth serum. money is a great amplifier of courage. like i said, what do i have to be afraid of at this point? i have an obligation to do what i think is right, to help people, and build some things that are interesting. and frankly, to make more money