i think he is guarded and i think he -- i think that charles colson decided what he would, what he would say he did and nothing more. there was a set of things he would apologize for, and there is a whole, i think, ocean, a whole story out there that he never talked about and he took with him to the grave. he knew a lot more. that's just the sense. the second interview, i tried to push him beyond the bounds of the stories he told the history channel and other places and he got very uncomfortable. i hope i did it in a professional way -- i will leave it to the viewer to decide that. >> where you always off-camera? >> always. there were the first two -- i did the haig interview, had a number of colleagues participate, as well. it was just the videographer -- they included us in the beginning. but i preferred to be off-camera. when paul musgrave did the ones he did, he was also off camera. that is what gives the wonderful look -- it makes the interview useful in different formats. that's what i wanted. >> it comes up in the past about you being a canadian, a liberal, gay, and that richard n