. >> talking about getting better, then you get to play charlie parker in "bird." clint eastwood directed that. you won best actor at cannes, again, before you are 30. nominated for golden globes. was it a heady time. did it go to your head? >> no. i mean, i think i was always so critical. i was just blown away, you know, by the experience. working with clint - i had never done publicity for a movie, and you are thrown into an arena where there are thousands of people. i took my brother and he said "i heard someone say you might win the award." i'm like, "really? no." know. >> you were a hard-working innocent kid. >> yes. >> you threw yourself into the role of charlie parker, you learnt to play the sax and lived a spartan existence, is that something that you have a reputation for, delving deeply into the characters you play? >> yes, i dived into that and lived the character most of the time. my interest in acting was to continue to explore how i was connected to other people. when i pull away the layers of a person's life to get to the core, at the very core there