period when i moved to moscow, that is, it was only 4 years ago, and he remained in my hometown in chelyabenskmmunicate normally, restored the relationship when i arrived there, when i met him in person, we somehow talked, something happened there, well, some chemistry, i don’t know, in a good sense, now we maintain a very warm, good relationship. well, that is, essentially, dad just needed to be alone, yes, i think so, something was happening there for him and you don’t know, but these 4 years, as i understand it, were not very good for you either, they were very painful for me, very much, i also tried and went to some kind of constellations, i tried something with this somehow and we tried to figure it out with a coach, and as if you also rationally understand everything, that this is, for example, a person’s choice to communicate with you or not, but inside, i wanted, well, like a child, like... dad, what did i do there? well, like, like, everything was already fine, well, that is, if you knew that dad had gone, for example, on a round-the-world voyage, then it wouldn’t be so difficult, of