denny chittick learned that scott menaged filed for bankruptcy, and denny chittick is distraught at thisoint because he had given menaged tens of millions of dollars from his friends and he's wondering what's going to happen. narrator: chittick's journal entries offer a peek inside the mind of a man whose options are bad and worse and who is spiraling down a dark hole of regret. june 6, 2016 -- "i spent my entire waking hours thinking about this mess, how i should have done things differently and what i am going to do..." he was working with scott menaged to try to come up with a plan to earn back the money that had been stolen. that involved getting more money from investors and investing some more with scott menaged, but he found out that that money was being stolen, too. he had trusted scott menaged to take that money and use it to go buy foreclosed homes at a discount and he had learned eventually that that wasn't done. narrator: june 13th -- "scott was supposed to call me, never did, claims he's going to get this thing solved. i have little faith. he just strings me out with promise