the former england and liverpool goalkeeper chris kirkland has admitted he contemplated suicide before to severe depression and anxiety. kirkland was part of the liverpool side which won the 2005 champions league title. it isa it is a big problem, notjust in sport but in the world we live in today. it started for me around 2012 when i left wigan. i never wanted to leave, i loved it there. i then went to sheffield wednesday, but with the travelling i was panicking and anxiety keep him. it progressed from there and it got to a place where i was worried what i would do. my phone was going crazy. that's what it was for. not just to help phone was going crazy. that's what it was for. notjust to help myself as well, but to help other people, because there is a big problem in the game and in life. notjust for people involved in sport, this is for everyone. it's ok to talk. don't be ashamed or embarrassed. that's why i'm here today. the former fifa secretary general jerome valcke says his reputation has been destroyed by his 10—year ban from football. the frenchman was right—hand man to the no