mark ciavarella. >> what was he screaming? >> first he said, what makes you think you can do this kind of crap? it was really operating. i was there that day and my mother's clothing because she insisted i look nice and at 15 years old, i did not have anything appropriate. i'm already uncomfortable and he started screaming at me, what makes you think you can do this kind of crap? i was just terrified. i've never been before a judge before, and i wasn't expecting to be screamed at by one. so definitely was jarring. >> what happened? 30i mean, it took about seconds, so it is hard for me to have exact details, that he said something along the lines of adjudicated delinquent, which meant nothing to me. then i remember my mother's hand leaving my shoulders and i remember gliding as if in a dreamlike state to this back room where all i can hear is the sound of my mother's pleading in her wailing and pleading, and i'm being cuffed -- >> you are being handcuffed? >> yes. the bailiff says, look what you did to