clinton or -- anybody in the public eye. i'm like, no, i think i tweeted a few weeks before this amend i wanted to be the oscar wilder of -- as scare wilde of video games and throw stuff. if todd to other target and humanity has been taken from them and you get the hyperscrutiny of your own actioners on top of the scrutiny from i'm people and being able to just be a person should not be a privilege. that is a right everybody should have. and basically suffer us to live. yeah, can i do q & a and leave on a good line instead of saying something about good joke and bad jokes. it's a matter of time behalf bad joke slips occupant i'm i'm sorry. is there a mic? okay. >> yaw, have two questions. somebody came from my own reporting for a book called mental health incorporated. how do you deal or suggest, one to deal with the trauma that you and other victims have gone through, because when i was doing my reporting about people in abusive institutional facilities, there was no help for them and they just remained traumatized. and then secondly, what is your -- i know you just said the criminal justice system is more traumatizing and d