cockrell, i'm chok choked up looking at your face, teacher of the year, mr.t wood elementary school in st. louis. your coworkers who know you best say you always know how to put a smile on a person's face. what do your family and friends, and education community as you know, what have they said about you being teacher of the year? >> they know how goofy i am, and how silly, and i think that's the reason why. i think with me, i'm just so grateful to be alive. i have a job that i love. i love the people i work with. and i'm always just so happy, and i want to push positivity and love and happiness on everyone else, and i think, you know, that's a reflection of why i'm missouri teacher of the year. >> help us understand that because there's a lot of people out there, especially now, who feel hopeless. in your acceptance speech you talked about what it was like as a child when you were in a gang. can you speak a little bit about your path because some people can't see the light. you always have. >> you know, there were some tough times, and i can honestly say the