gone out to laverne park with my friend janet to let her grandson play, and all of a sudden, a coquille cityrne park. he said, cory, i need to take you home. i said, they found her? he told me he didn't know. >> but you knew. >> yeah. yeah, i knew, but i still let the denial take over. i wanted to go back in time. i didn't want -- i didn't want to go home. i didn't want to hear the final news. i didn't want to hear it. >> i remember the exact moment. i broke down. after being told that, i don't remember anything after that. i just remember that specific moment in time. that's the saddest moment that i've ever gone through and that i can imagine going through. >> it was pretty much like literally losing a piece of yourself. i know that people say that, but that is really how it feels. and i guess i just -- like the fight that i had with her, i just wish, of course that it had never happened. >> but you realize that you have no guilt in this, right? i mean, arguments happen. >> no, i know. but usually you get a chance to say you're sorry. >> 15-year-old leah freeman vanished off the streets of