>> and a good friend. >> did you go meet with corey flemming? >> no. >> what did you do instead? >> i had given my -- when i gave my pill toss my brother randy and danny -- i think i gave them to randy. i had taken -- i took a lot of pills because i knew i wasn't going to be taking anymore. so randy had my pills. i had to get some from him the night before, but i only got a small amount. i could tell -- you know, i wasn't taking anything near like what i had been taking. i knew it was coming. i called someone to bring me more pills and -- i believe before i met with chris wilson. >> did you meet this -- did the person you called bring you more pills? >> you know, i don't know if he brought me more pills or not because by the time i met with him after meeting with chris and after, you know, the starting of the withdrawals, i changed my plan. >> and what -- what was the change in plans? >> not to get pills from him anymore and instead i asked him to shoot me. >> did you ask him to shoot you as a sympathy ploy or did you -- >> as a sympathy ploy? >> yes. why did you ask him to shoot