stay in touch tells you how and corinth a ns tells you corinth corinthians tells you, but it's reallyperfections and keep the harmony like the old wives did that were bounds by duty. there's grace to rising above it, you know if the master's the head of the household, you know, a bludgeoning creep. you still have to go yes, sir right? >> when you say -- when you are forced -- and i say forced in a loving way -- but when you are forced or compelled to have to sit to go through all of this stuff -- >> i didn't listen to -- >> i know you didn't listen to it. >> i did in my immediate. then i listened to it. >> right. but when you're forced or compelled to go through the process of putting this together, what's the takeaway for you from you? >> for me from me? >> what's the takeaway for you from what you have done? >> oh the main thing was -- i was like -- it sounded completely fresh to me. i hadn't listened to it for many years, and i was delighted by my collaborators, you know. i just really -- you know went oh my god, how fortunate i was to play with the london philharmonic, with herbie