there are tens of millions of dollars, hundreds of millions of dollars, egregious, courageo, >> if youove your sports team and pay tens omillions of llars to play baseball and basketball andave fun, it is okay for team is winning. when your team is losing they want to get rid of them and they are paid too much money. neil: how are you feeling? >> i am unlucky to have cancer, happy i dispatch in the therapy. great doctors, they have been able to keep me going. my cancer is somewhat less than what i started. they can't detect it right now. i will not let you decide when i will die. neil: you continue doing what you're doing in the middle of treatment, details of which not to relay, but at a time said is this another steve jobs situation? is he sicker than we think? >> it was horrible. some of the articles that came out, one in particular froo the "wall street journal," it was tough for my family because it was basically saying you've got cancer, it will be awkward, why put people in that position? i started something, i wanted to see it to a good spot. we had a quite closed with the fede