against my arm, and as i turned to the left side of my bed, i noticed there was a head, someone's head crouched beside my mattress. at that moment, i yelled, i said who is it, who's there, and at that point, someone jumped on my bed, put a knife to my throat and as i screamed, he muffled my mouth with a gloved hand. now, again, i say that i was a 4.0gpa student. studying was really very key to me. i knew how to pay attention to details, i knew how to look and be very thoughtful and as i struggled to figure out if i was going to live or die, and these moments went very quickly in my mind, i realized that i was u unarmed, i realized that i was a small woman and i probably was not going to be able to physically defend myself and therefore i made the decision that night that i would try to stay very focused and very calm and hope that somehow i survived. throughout the rape, i paid attention to his face. i knew what the police were going to ask me. should i live. they were going to ask me how tall this man was, how much did he weigh. about how old was he, jennifer. did you get any identifying featu