d th to elainhatin t bo thather is rio prlem >> were you ashamed? and to see if i could stand on my own 2 feet. but now the road is clear and so you understand the way i rely on people is the great part. >> you said for five years you did not have a memory? you had to rely on the dole to provide that memory to tell you the truth? did that make you distrustful? >> i discovered it was my mother and father and my younger brothers. and others that told lies. kennedy: you said as the lead singer you were miserable by the time you came to america in 1978? >> i did not like what the management was doing. did you ever get the feeling with a whole lot? that since we stopped working. then everything has been splendid. kennedy: you want to take off your microphone and leave? we have to go. [laughter] thinks for coming. >> for the 30 seconds. kennedy: it was longer than that. [laughter] kennedy: very peculiar he was. have you ever wondered what happens when we pull out of the studio to blow off some steam? we have some stupid politicians kennedy: every so often