in it filmmaker darius clark monroe looks back at the events leading up to his own decision to rob aalks to his mother about it. >> i would ask my parents all the time, about the situation. i would hear it and hear conversations arguments about this. >> there are problems that we had going on in our home even though you are as intelligent as you are, i should not have talked to you about it, because i didn't realize how it was affecting you. >> once you begin to realize the extent of financial problems, of you go from being a carefree child from being acutely aware of the fact the world is not that solid and the bills that my parents had were slowly trickling down to me. >> i don't know how many times i wished like my wish to learn was not an issue. if you are not telling me you need to rescue me, but it is like no one is rescuing anyone. >> you took the burden that, okay well i need to help my mom, and i wanted to take care of my mom. i am sick of putting the burden on her to take care of the family but at the time i d dt realize that it affected everyone in that way. >> >> before w