let me start with darrell newel who is in a sentence someone who manages the blueberry harvest, but low and behold is not necessarily an organic harvest. >> oh, i know. i was disappointed. i had this stereotypes of ceremonies and the tribal chairman would pick the first blueberry, and there'd be prayers and maybe a dropple circle, and he said, no, we just basically pick them when they are ripe. [laughter] that was it, and then he said -- then i thought, of course, they are organic because they are native people. well, that's wrong. he said no, they're commercial. they probably go into pistol -- pillsbury cake mix. it was interesting. this was a man like many i interviewed were sort of abused of the questions from the naive outsider that things have to be organic and close to nature. that's just ridiculous. >> and he also, as i understand, had difficulties he needed to overcome in his life with abandonment in his family. this is a scene running through many faps, but it especially runs through the native american families you portray. >> he had a horrible time. well, his mother essential