division chief darryl lee says it was tough to listen to the anxious voices and not be there to help. >> we know it was a bad call. and you know somebody was hurt. and it wasn't going to be good. >> we work with chp all the time on the freeways. to lose one is like losing a family member. >> reporter: the chp is still working on plans for a public memorial. no one has set a date or place yet we will get that information to you as soon as they let us know. amy hollyfield, abc7 news. >>> people who wish to donate to officer youngstrom's family can visit any wells fargo branch mention his name and ask funds be contributed to the trust account in his name. >> we've received thousands of condolences for the officer's family, friends and colleagues on our facebook page: my heart goes out to the family thank you for your sacrifice no higher calling and no greater sacrifice i'm sorry for your loss. thank you to officer youngstrom for all you gave may god watch over your family and friends during this sad time, god bless. join news expressing your condolences on our facebook page facebook.com/