that you have now experieed enou where we're not going to look up in couple of years and see darryl strawberryk in hell again? >> well, you know, people always say that and thinkhat. i fally made my commitmnt in my relationsh with god. i took off my running shoes. weun for real when we liv according to t world's stdards. i understand that. remeer through the process of really getting my relationship back with god, those six months i took by myself and staying at my sister's hoe, her apartment. i had nothi. iasked god to strip me, a i remember standing in her little apartment, here is in a time all-ar, make a milln dollars, live inig home here i am in my sister'spartment, in her bedroom afte night -- every night, crying out to god and king god to forgive me, not the world, becse i already knowwhat the world has offered me. it to six months. no women, no sex, no ugs, no alcohol church three tis out of the week. read my bible every nig. i made the honest commment at i knew i was called for, you know? there is a great purpose in all of our lives. ware all called for great ings. i always believed g