darwin. one side is not mirroring the other side is mary. under not married these are the things that are advantageous. freedom to go where one liked. choice of society. my favorite one, conversation of clever men at clubs. not forced to visit relatives and bend. and then on the other side he has children, if it pleased god. constant companion and friend in old age will feel interested in one. object to be beloved and played with, who better than a dog anyhow i'm not defending it, i'm just little weird. at the bottom he says no mary, and six months later he gets married and has a wonderful marriage and they have ten children. so, i think that may have restricted the time with the clever conversation with men and clubs. the later decision which i talk about is a more tragic one which is that darwin about 12 years later his daughter, annie dies at the age of 12, not sure what she dies of, she had been the apple of his eye, it is a terrible tragedy as is anytime a parent loses a child. darwin had lost his religious faith and head become a can s