dave cullen is here with us. he wrote the book "columbine" "new york times" best sell somewhere a portrait of the two killers there. dave, i'm curious, as to your thoughts as you learn about this latest tragedy mass casualty event. >> it's just horrifying. i mean obviously, i'm kind of numb in a way, my chest is really beating hard, which takes me back there. unfortunately i talk to a lot of the columbine victims and some of the other victims of tragedy and it brings them all right back there. some have actual flashbacks, most of them feel something in their body just like they're -- that day which is probably with them for life. >> and sadly, you know, it is how we have come to know places. >> yeah, it is. you know, i was hearing, listening, obviously, to people on the air. i have one bit of advice for parents there, if they're interested, from my experience. if you're a primary victim of survivor, most of the kids -- from columbine but a lot of the other tragedies that i've been following -- most of the kids des