david brener who likes women who walk out of owswihts, david brener would think you were hot. >> you may have heard i'm in a relationship with levi jauohnsj. tell me what you felt like watching the roast. give me the dish. >> i was nervous for everybody. you want everybody to be good but not better than you're going to be. because i knew i was coming at the end and every time somebody would do a joke, i'd say, damn, i can't do danny bonaduce because they just done it. damn, i can't do a joke on whatever. i was nervous. and very excited at the same time. >> when we have dinner, at first you were telling me in new york, you were saying, oh, you didn't know what you wanted to do it. do you get now in a really twisted way it really is an honor? >> no, i'm sorry. no. >> who are you speaking to and who are you not speaking to? >> i'm speaking to everybody, i think. you especially. i thought, oh my gosh. you know, i only have three friends left. they're either not talking to me or they're dead. i was so scared that would kill my christmas list this year. >> joan, i have to tell you, i forgo