tales of david grann, tonight. >>> we end tonight in colorado, a state with a spectacular landscapes us, a place putting one man's life in focus. >> reporter: this is where colorado photographer john fielder works. capturing nature, spring colors, the quiet of winter. now he faces a challenge greater than any nature threw at him. i want to talk about your cancer. john has pancreatic cancer. you have probably seen as much as any man of nature. birth, life, death. i sometimes have the sense talking with you, john, that it informs the way that you are approaching death is part of life. help me understand this. >> living in the moment. sounds like a cliche but living in the moment, living in the present is medicine for me. and it allows me to appreciate the past and the future. but by always being focused on what i've been given today, not yesterday or the day before. >> reporter: he took over 200,000 pictures. now culled down to the best 7,000 with memories, not always good. >> when i raft rivers, i make mistakes, i flip upside down, and i have to get the boat rightside up again. i los