. >> while demetrius jefferson finds solace in music to drown out the deafening noise, across the tiera mural that represents a personal transformation. >> i'm trying to get spiritual now. god has a plan for you, whatever. that's how i'm seeing it now. might be some reality to it. might not be, i don't know. >> i start with the hearts because that like represents me for my girl, and the hearts are coming over the bars so like she'll be with me throughout this time. right now the grim reaper that's overall is running this earth. you can see it if you look around you, death, death and then deception, trickery against man, right? how we do each other wrong. that's what that represents. hourglasses represent the world's going to change. it's biblical stuff. people out there will see i believe in god also and maybe give the youngsters a different perspective. seeing i've been into the life and i'm trying to change my ways. >> the judge could have gave me a misdemeanor, but she said because of my past i'm violent, all the violence i got in my past, she said something could have happened. i c