louis this mom is so desperate to protect her family, she's willing to break the law. technically this is illegal for you to have in the state of missouri. >> yes, it is. >> denise, who askedr last name, keeps those viles on a dresser. injected into a muscle and it can instantly reverse an overdose. >> if they're laying on the floor dead, i'm going to save their life before the ambulance can. >> they are her son ls. ben and ryan. both of them living with her. both of them heroin addicts, sleeping in the rooms they grew up. denise sent them to rehab, but they relapsed. ben is in treatment because he's young never to be covered by his dad's insurance. he's been clean for two months. >> some of us have no idea what the attraction is? what does it feel like? >> like a warmth. like everything is all right. you don't think about anything. it's just calming. >> it's so easy to get addicted and so easy to overdose. that's what scares denise. >> ryan said he's lost five friends. >> yep. good friends. >> and you probably knew their moms. >> i can't drive by their houses. because i know mine could be next. >> they've had close calls before. a couple years ago denise had to take ryan