joining me now is derek redmond. it's lovely to talk to you., i wasn't too pleased _ felt as it happened. well, i wasn't too pleased about _ felt as it happened. well, i wasn't too pleased about situation, i too pleased about situation, obviously. i was one of the favourites to win or says need to get a medal, won the first two rounds and things were going well, i had achilles problems prior but we managed to get the better of them and keep a lid on all the problems i was having and the hamstring goes out the blue. so yes, very and frustrating and annoying. there are eight years of work going into that because a previous olympics which i didn't make i accidentally snapped energy achilles ken tendon and is one of the favourites for a medal in there and also in the 4x4. when that happened in barcelona, it wasn't losing a medal, it was losing the fourth medal that i had lost out on that i could have one. so very upsetting and emotional. what impact did that have — upsetting and emotional. what impact did that have on _ upsetting and emotional. wha