a 2nd himself suffered from panic attacks and self-doubt as reported by german newspaper desh spiegel last year. according to the former defender the time has come for people to be more open with one another. and that's happening when he has nothing to do with being weak it's about working on things to make life easier and learning from our experiences and also the thoughts one. can because it's so the message is clear it's time for us to take depression seriously and to do everything possible to help people seek medical assistance. said a razor and is living at hanover and happy again despite having once expected to grow old with rob it. was at his dream was to one day become the goalkeeping coach at benfica to live in lisbon. and i think that had he managed to get through those issues he's now be leading a happy and satisfied life. and then. he can no longer be by my side but he remains in my heart and that thought gives speech strength. in my every day life memories of little bird laughing come to mind. and credibly beautiful laugh you can ask other people who knew and worked with

on october 26th police forces raided the offices of desh spiegel. tales are not witnessed this assault on the freedom of press 1st hand back then he was just beginning his career and had recently been made an editor at deep site weekly. today the journalist still has his office in the same building at the time many other papers share the same rooms. as a villa up and one on poverty in america a couple of weeks earlier we had already noticed our phones were being tapped or and if you could hear a crackle in the line. one editor complained to whoever it was listening in and they had the cheek to answer back. so we knew something was going on the move was to the person going to. the authorities charged the spiegel with treason 2 weeks prior the magazine had published a controversial exposé uncovering inadequacies within the west german armed forces and using allegedly classified material defense minister of cons of guilt of strauss used this as an excuse to clamp down on critical news coverage the speedo offices were sealed off the magazine's publisher