. >> dicillo has been in the jail for 1/2 months.ys his time here has been marked by continuous state of fear. >> when i first got in the pod, being white and appearing weak, you're an easy target, especially for the gang related activity, the heartless felons, i didn't have any commissary. i was guarding somebody else's in my room. somebody else proceeded to come into my cell to take what they wanted to take. i tried to, you know, prevent that from happening. i shot the door and got slapped. got bitch slapped pretty hard. i didn't fall. took it like a champ. for some reason when you fight you throw punches, not a slap. i was slapped like i'm being slapped by a girl, but it was a heartless flo heartless felon. i didn't say anything because i didn't want to be a snitch. one of the things that's embred in you in jail is you don't snitch. and finally the sergeant and men in black came and locked everybody down. i haven't had that kind of attention before. i tried to be like a piece of furniture, yoi want to get noticed because i'm a doc