and it can't just be gay men and so someone came to me and said, and you know, that your partner, dion jones and she is a nurse at san francisco general and she is doing incredible work on the emerging aids, and we don't have a definition about it, and it is the aids epidemic and we would like her to be on the commission? you are kidding she does not qualify. and i said, well, why not. and so this is our fellow, democrats, and i said, because she is an employee of the health department. and i said, you should ask me. and i said, but you don't qualify, you don't know anything about healthcare. and i said, well i am a fast learner, and i am a community organizer. and of course i am a fast learn, right? and well, we will have to check with the democratic party on this, and okay. and so, you know, i said, fine, any way, so i became a commissioner under the director hernandez and she said to me, okay, you have to be, and laguna honda on the finance committee, and i am like, the learning curve? right? >> and so i ended up at laguna honda, and later on and so it has been and it was a wonderful 12 y