and i have to pay— dla but is not any more. and i have to pay for— dla but is not any more.ing — i'm struggling, i really... it is getting to _ i'm struggling, i really... it is getting to the point where i can't really— getting to the point where i can't really afford the petrol, i'm off today— really afford the petrol, i'm off today because of this, i cannot afford — today because of this, i cannot afford the _ today because of this, i cannot afford the petrol, i had to get a car so _ afford the petrol, i had to get a car so i — afford the petrol, i had to get a car so i could drive and the buses have _ car so i could drive and the buses have been— car so i could drive and the buses have been bad, the metro is off at the moment and he can't go on his own because he has dyslexia and can't _ own because he has dyslexia and can't understand the timetables, things— can't understand the timetables, things like that. sol can't understand the timetables, things like that. so i have to stay there _ things like that. so i have to stay there while he is through shields for college,

and the -- and having to dla and dad. and the -- and having to play mum — and dad.y and i- grounded and present? my kids have inspired me to be happy and i love i inspired me to be happy and i love it when they are loving life. it makes you want to never give in. the kids are living their best lives. i love seeing them smile and be so sunny. love seeing them smile and be so sunn . ., ., , ., ., sunny. the other thing that you have done, sunny. the other thing that you have done. lindsey. _ sunny. the other thing that you have done, lindsey, is— sunny. the other thing that you have done, lindsey, is have _ sunny. the other thing that you have done, lindsey, is have had _ sunny. the other thing that you have done, lindsey, is have had some i done, lindsey, is have had some really tough conversations with the kids. how have they been? thea;t really tough conversations with the kids. how have they been? they have been brilliant. _ kids. how have they been? they have been brilliant. because _ kids. how have they been? they have been brilliant. because of _ kids. how have