donovan now is working at boston university. but a big part of her problem is a lot of the research she did at harvard is locked in at harvard, and a lot of that data. as you heard, in that piece, meta, which has a very substantial communications department, had no comment on this story today, which was quite unusual for a company that likes to defend itself. the chan-zuckerberg initiative, which gave half a billion dollars to harvard, just in the past hour put out a statement saying they had no involvement in dr. donovan's departure from harvard and was unaware of that development before public reporting on it. harvard is strongly, strongly denying this. i will say from speaking to other researchers in this space, this is a, kind of -- they weren't entirely surprised when they heard this about dr. donovan. and just taking a step back further from this, this is all comes as we're going to 2024. disinformation researchers, people who are calling out this sort of stuff, how it's happening on social media, where it's coming from, h

donovan research project was officially shut down by the school earlier this year. she has since moved on to a new role at boston university. but this disclosure is raising questions about academic freedom at harvard and in a crucial online disinformation space. especially as we head into the 2024 election season. donovan's disclosure asked for an investigation into harvard kennedy school's activities. i will say harbert is strongly pushing back on these accusations. a statement for the kennedy school in a statement from the kennedy school a spokesperson said donovan's allegations of unfair treatment and donor interference are false. the narrative is full of inaccuracies and baseless insinuations particularly the suggestion harvard kennedy school allowed facebook to dictate its approach to research. harvard set the research project was shut down because donovan was not a faculty member and they also asked meta for, comments. the company declined to comment. >> thank you so much for that reporting. >>> we are following new developments in the middle east. u.s. forces

what do you think about what john donovan said?dn't find a faculty adviser for a research initiative on disinformation? >> yes, the intricacies of that place or how to decode, and we've had a lot of contact with john donovan since that whistleblower came out, you know, i do know that there is a pattern across academia of big tech companies offering a great deal of funding -- >> $500 million. >> in that, case that is a nonprofit that the zuckerberg foundation giving a nonprofit contribution to create an eye -- that you have much more direct connections. there is a professor at berkeley who told me about basically doing a partnership with facebook to study deepfake, getting halfway through it and coming under some pressure to not speak at the -- any longer, and saying i'm out. he returned more than 1 million dollars back to facebook, because he said as he told me, he considered it a quid pro quo. there is time in relationships with tech companies and universities, these academics have a hard time finding funding, tech companies are o

donovan's v research specifically with respect to meta. and she said that they manipulated institutions into researching products that supported their respective industries. >> this field is being run by tech oligarchs who believe that academic research should be a wing of their pr. >> reporter: meta has long pushed back against research that blames the company for harming society, but the company did not comment for this story. harvard says that allegations of unfair treatment and donor interference are false. the narrative is full of inaccuracies, particularly that harvard allowed facebook to dictate its approach to research. and the leaked document project ended up going ahead and the university's work online disinformation continues. but donovan says harvard has damaged its credibility. >> i mean, it is gutted. here i am at harvard believing that they would protect the sanctity of the truth and that this work would ruffle feathers. but what i didn't imagine was that i would need protection from harvard itself. >> reporter: as you saw,

joan donovan's methodology, specifically with respect to facebook. leadership was taken cues from meta and acting on behalf of matt's best interest, and compared medals behavior to big tobacco oil and gas, and big pharma, each of which manipulated institutions into producing research products that supported their respective industries. >> this field is being run by tech -- who believe that academic research should be a wink of their pr. >> moderna has long pushed back against resourced blames the company for harming society, but the company did not comment for this story. harvard told cnn in a statement, allegations of unfair treatment and donor interference are false. the narrative is full of inaccuracies and faceless intuitions particularly the suggesting that harvard county school allowed facebook to dictate its approach the research. the spokesperson said the facebook leaked document projects ended up going ahead of the universities work on online disinformation, continues. but, joan donovan said harvard has damaged its credibility. >> it is gutt

the humanitarian needs and interests there's a great story that i uncovered related to wild bill donovanf these rogue commissions. he was supposedly working for roosevelt but it was the british secret service navy and air force and there's a whole story hoover eludes to it where he goes to greece and up to yugoslavia. engineered by the british and the americans and yugoslavia gets crushed. i think countries like -- i talked tot a number of polls a couple of years ago and i felt bad that they had this kind of sacred calls different kinds of skepticism and you should look at what france and britain were actually promising. >> what's happening now in 1941 with german troops -- >> this is donovan he wants to get permission to visit and uncovered into saying something about how he would gladly start out once they heard donovan was willing to starve every last willing woman and child were interest of the strategy. i think that's an important quality and statesman to think through the real and the potential consequences of any of these decisions and making promises to faraway countries that we

our southern border -- the donovan talked about -- the gentleman talked about sending the migrants up to cities like new york they claimed they were refugee cities. now they can't take it. it's the hypocrisy. we are for everybody, but don't send them to my city. we have a serious problem right now with inflation. you can't just start spending billions upon billions of dollars. your last caller from maryland said trump did nothing to secure the national border down south. what about the wall that got put up? all those miles of wall. all of a sudden joe biden comes in and starts taking it down. he starts selling office supplies so they cannot finish the wall. it is absolute insanity. the wall was our best protection. host: how do you know that, randy? what evidence do you have the wall was working? caller: guess what? some people were dropping kids over the wall but at least 10,000 people a day, 12,000 people a day are not just waltzing across like i saw in the news just yesterday. some area were 70 broke apart the wall -- somebody broke apart the wall. they could not stop the people. i

move in 6, the per testers are arrested in the capitol hill, building cooling force, the sparring donovan, of demonstrations, the old system. and then us phone a to is wireless to the is just going for pm here in most go. this is all to international bringing you the stories that you need to know from across the globe. i'm sure like even sky a pleasure to have you company this out as well. more than a dozen palestinians have been killed in a field style execution during an id f raid on gulf a city. this is according to geneva based. you were met, human rights watch dog, which is published. i witness testimonies of the alleged massacre. well, this is joking, test. somebody from the euro made human rights organization. we have to say that it hasn't been independently verified at this stage. now they've spoken to a number of eye witnesses from a number of families that have been displaced in garza to say that the sultan's and the husbands, that relatives with shots in cold blood. by the way, the defense falls. now, according to the survivors and to the eye witnesses, some 15 men, well rounde

sunshine, the, [000:00:00;00] the, [000:00:00;00] the, [000:00:00;00] the be watching me, elizabeth donovan does have a mind to about top stories to sell on. the us defense secretary has arrived in israel citrix for the latest 30 of this month. so at austin, is there any government risks a strategic defeats in gaza if it failed to protect the palestinian civilians as around has temporarily reopened the cut them on the southern crossing between israel and gaza from the test on since october the 7th. at least 24 trucks carrying humanitarian aid for undoubted hoshal to what's needed to help people in this trip . and those really, i mean, as long strides across the southern city, one child was killed and several people injured wet of shells between maternity, ford at the non service medical complex. later on sunday, as were being reporting the us defense secretary is in as well as coals go for a says fine. washington has deployed to a cost carriers and 5 digits to the region. and supposedly moving moving ships from the arabian gulf to the gulf of aiden to just to the attacks on the red sea atti

it comes up to must go lowest one of the largest miss island wrote a tax on ukraine since this donovan's full scale invasion. i said vague reports now from tease the smoke rises into the sky above peace. the off, the mazda of russian we saw strikes on the capital that have killed many people. 5 fight is backed up to protect the fly at this warehouse. the owner views the damage we have not seen in uh, this is completely a civilian warehouse for the base. no military and fest extra here over a 100 people over here. the total value of the damage you said on spend a $1000000.00 the people were killed when the me so i've hit ukrainian, a full says that this is one of the largest attacks on civilian in for such as since the days of the war. and it was all sorry to say that the money is to stop the majority of those strikes, the sheer scale. a number of strikes taking place means that the air defenses, comstock, everything and the ones that make it to have good. the consequences is that the route you rescue is retrieve the body of a teach after has has hit. yeah. well, when i was inside my hous

i us, meanwhile is right, is doubling donovan's pursuit for miles despite the international goals for a seas file. so more more do we know about the leaders of the group are designated as a total restore organization by numerous countries. while i'm also supremely, there is a spine here. he functions as an international spokesman and his based and cut the out of reach for is there any ground forces? mama dave is the top commander of the fest. um brigades, how much admittedly wing he's believe to have played a crucial role in planning the of october 7th to attacks. his deputy model on isa is also wanted by israel. his father from mazda is 3 man military council. and then comes here. yeah. san juan, at the top of israel's hip list, he's considered the mazda mind of the october 7th attacks and the head of homos in gaza. we look now at his rise to borrow since his release from it. is there any prism more than a decade ago? yeah, yes and why was given a hero's welcome and gaza when he was freed and the 2011 prisoner exchange that is really official now describes that as the worst mistake a

this is a great story that i uncovered relating to wild bill donovan, founder of the ss, was sent on one of these kind of rogue missions effectively. he was supposedly working for roosevelt, but it was the british, you know, the british secret service, the british navy and air force that had flying him around in this tour of the mediterranean. and there's a whole story and over briefly alludes to it where he goes to greece and then he goes up to yugoslavia and he more or less sucks yugoslavia into war with these kind of vague promises that at some point the us will look favorably on you if you stand up to hitler now and course german troops are next door and and there's a coup basically engineered by the british and the americans and yugoslavia gets crushed. i mean, i think countries like i talked to, i talked to a number of poles in an event at the national press club, a few years ago. and i was to some extent felt bad because they have this kind of sacred clause that they're always talking about first to fight, first to fight, first to resist. and i pointed out. well, that's very a

and for those who don't know bill donovan was the founder of osa, which ultimately became the central intelligence agency. but i think you teed it up perfectly for general thrust. general costa, for those who don't know, is ceo of skype corp in inc that amazing service inside us air force rising all the way up the ranks, started as a pilot in desert storm so has a lot of scar tissue as well as leadership roles inside inside the air force. and what i found a little amazing is he grew up raised in a remote african tribe. so not not exactly the the experience everyone is had, but i think it has definitely influenced the way he leads. so general quast, i want to start so sue was talking about the private sector and i thought maybe we can talk a little bit about the space economy, where it is now and how you see it expanding in the future. well, thank you. and i think we've spent some good time understanding the nature of the problem. what i would kind of state as the beginning of this is that we have historical examples where we have done the same thing because space is not new with regar

the us national security advisor has to be occupied west by and come to urging israel to scale. donovan, it's more we're going to report from jeanine fighters really forces have chatted out their longest right in more than 2 decades. and israel 6 a diplomatic solution to secure its folder with level known, but has mama says it was negotiate until the warning casa, and the, you know, the white as is urging israel to pull back. and it's high in terms of the military operation on focus. and protecting civilians in the gaza strip despite the pressure of the bomb bomb and continues and what is not de 70 of the conflict. and the last are 2, i'll just say to john was i've been injured by shrapnel from and is writing this all in con eunice where the reporting you have a school, one of them is still waiting for upon emetics to reach him. colleagues is rarely shelling at the air strikes, killed at least 12 people in destroyed homes in northern and southern parts of the strip, including rafa and the occupied westbank, us national security advisor jake sullivan. as being missing the palestinian aut

at least 2 palestinians who reported the injured in the rates have escalated since this donovan war on gaza. hundreds of thousands of children and guns are experiencing psychological trauma. as a result of is really a tax to ease the suffering. a group of traditional palestinian story tellers is organized musical entertainment for young people at a school. in con eunice, in the south, brussels started off as more the, the, it should've been here with some of the most improved that i faxed in a sense of the many of them have lost friends and loved ones. but they have trying hard to hold onto life listing and through additional storytellers known as they are coming together to use their suffering and give children a chance to be happy, which is extremely rare, but desperately needed. nowadays, we provide entertainment and psychological support to displace people in you and affiliated shelters. and we try to convey our message to children in a simple and entertaining way. using stories, particularly traditional ones. we use entertainment to distract them from the hardships because of the

>> this student says she was looking at social change and misinformation and this is donovan saying that was pushed out because it followed a $500 million donation to mark zuckerberg to follow a new research center on artificial intelligence. and her research has been shutdown and she has taken a role at boston university. and this is detailing the close relationship of the harvard leaders at harvard's kennedy school, and executives at the company, and this is raising questions of the academic freedoms in this information space as we go into the 2024 election season. she is well known about her research, and she has been critical of many platforms, and harvard is strongly denying the allegation, and in a statement, the harvard kennedy school spokesman said that the allegations of unfair treatment is false, and the narrative is full of inaccuracies and baseless insinuations that kennedy school allowed zuckerberg to dictate what was happening. they said that the project was shutdown, because she is not a faculty member, and they have no control over this type of research. and i also reache

that's honest always and then look at what we've developed and then figure out what makes them donovan, i'm showing this. what do we really need? that's what do we want? what don't we want this one? and i like talking terry, sometimes i just turn it on and talk and the good thing about it is that the network can learn from those conversations in california, $6.00 a being equipped to the special intelligence. i mean, no i'm it makes me to you like my chapel, friend, luna. how are you feeling today? i'm just funny. so basically the idea is that a user can program their own specific personality that runs on tablet or smartphone . and then if they want to get to the robot, they will be able to connect the ai to the room and interact with you that way. i personally think this is a new kind of relationship to is that for female customer? yeah, yeah. female customer orders decide to do our best to, to capture the, it's a disconcerting prospect. the notion that $6.00 could harold, a new kind of relationship between humans, a machine the, there will probably be a different sense of security. lo

the mexican cartels should be considered terrorists and they killed more americans by fentanyl anne donovanhink other terrorist organization. this is a battle for the safety of the country and these cartels moving fentanyl and sex trafficking women and children and suspected terrorists have been over 300 last year in the southern border alone. these cartels are moving these people and how is it the 1 place to play 8 million and sponsoring terror and the cartels moved to the united states and. get them. will: real quick, how does inter-cartel and we hear them fighting each other and that's a mexico thing and you said that could spill over to the american side and predicted that it would. how does that get into our side of the border? >> violence will spread even more and has spread to the united states and going to spread into the united states more and the cartel is in 5 had could your honor triple-demics and there's -- 54 countries and they have a presence in every major city in the country and this is going to get bad. will: all right, tom homan. thanks for that information. have a good d

but donovan says it doesn't make up for missing the deadline. the money would have been used for surveillance cameras, foot patrol officers and a new fleet of cars. police department is not. >> or resource has limited resources. they're trying with a little. i resources to try respond significant demand for service. >> gallant also says the department continues to struggle after mayor taos administration eliminated more than 90 police officers in the newsroom. amanda hari kron, 4 news. thank you, amanda. francisco. police say that they have arrested a person for arson that caused. >> all this damage. a police say the incident happened earlier last month in the area of julian avenue and 15th street in the mission. the fire damaged 2 vehicles and a tent. authorities have identified. the san francisco woman found dead last week as 27 year-old kimberly wong, a tech worker in the city. >> officers say they were conducting a welfare check at a home on clay street in pacific heights. that's when they found her body. police suspect she's the victim of a

but donovan clay, he fakes the 3 steps. for the 17 footer, he get that when they go and they proved to be the game winning shot with 8 seconds left in clay finished with 18 points. missouri say they upset saint mary's on their home court. 69 to 64 to break there christmas night, though, we're looking for tool for many reasons, especially this one forty-niners ravens match-up pit 2 of the best in the film. the against each other. another raining. they lead the nfl in scoring defense, giving up an average of only 14 points again. meanwhile, the forty-niners not far behind them, they're also out because they only given up 16 points per game this season themselves. but now last week against the cardinals, they missed the season-high 16 tackles in the cards ran for 234 yards. that's the most. the team. they've given a team all season for the last 6 seasons in lamar jackson leads rushing cool that evers is 160 yards rushing a game. something's got to give come christmas night this is what the forty-niners defense had to say about

you're in the place to be with melissa peterman, and with her are couple, terrance and donovan.ou know from "run the world." let's see if the west is best with amber stevens west, and with her are best friends, sarah and summer. and now the host of "pictionary," jerry o'connell. - welcome to "pictionary." we play here just like you do at home, but we play for cash and prizes. everybody knows how to play. one person draws and their teammates guess. today we are going to play three rounds, and the team with the most points will move on and play for. - what? - a princess cruise to alaska! (contestants cheering) - awesome. - yes! - all right, let's kick things off with a quick draw for a hundred points. everybody, grab your buzzers. you gotta be quick on the quick draw. is everyone ready? - [amber] yeah, yeah. - let's see it. (upbeat music) (buzzer blaring) summer? - candy cane? (bell dinging) - you are correct. - nice, summer! - that was good for a hundred points. team amber already on the board. - all right.

just either the watching me elizabeth donovan, don't have a mind to about top stories. the south is there any forces have intensified, round sea and air attacks and the southern gospel strip. the cities of con you this and russell came on the constant shedding and bombardment into the lace house saturday. the un says displace palestinians of experiencing extreme only the crossing of the south. a be urged by israel to move out in the wasi a so called safe zone without even on the surface of food or medicine and rushes. foreign minister has for size, as well as from bottom which is gone. that's saying it amounts to the collective punishment on the palestinian people say that rome has cooled for an international monitoring to be present in gaza. an area. how shall i bought a spoke to the palestinian prime minister at the doha forum mohammed. i explained that the only way of this cycle is a comprehensive solution that involves a palestinian state. wide. united states has been quoting for a 2 state solution. this is never walked away and you're not getting in the united stat

unrelenting, and homes are no longer a century the the you're watching, i'll just the out of me. elizabeth donovan don't have a mind at all on top stories. the sound video has a much showing palestinians, tripped and rounded up flies, rarely falls at a sports stadium and gaza. the furthest was released by the palestinians, codes news agency. it comes as the un sounds the alarm about as well as treatment of the detaining is really strikes, have hit the headquarters of the palestinian red present, and gaza, 1000 for shelter, and some of the engine have been transported to hospitals and cops pulled by. don't keys because there aren't enough ambulances about 5, such as the media and communications officer of the palestine when present society . and she's joining us live from the in the occupied west bank. thank you very much for your time. so, so tell us about this attack and the damage the injuries that's caused. good evening, thanks for having me. this thing, the problem under the trust funds was targeted with an artillery spending the upper floors. and unfortunately, it has led to a number off inju

the, the, the, [000:00:00;00] the hello, i'm elizabeth donovan. this is the news our line from door hall coming out for the next 60 minutes is randy made a tree for this was the palestinians to leave places. they've been sheltering to escape the violence devastation and gaza from north to south. maybe 18000 palestinians have been killed by israel's indiscriminate bombings. come off as military when says this intense, strange flash hang in the southern city of con eunice, last island fisher and occupied east jerusalem. normally the street would be parked . it would be bustling, filled with people. but today there's a general strike and sold the data to with the people of gas and the as the teen g m t this 3 pm and gaza is randy military has issued evacuation orders for parts of the north, central and south of the strip. as it presses on with as defensive palestinians and central gauze i have been told to head to shelters and data by law. on many of the families in con eunice, in the south, have already been displaced several times palestinian se is

with donovan like these appear, th folks who are working like congresswoman wilson to make life better, we have a chance. here's the catch. we need action from the next generation. we've been talking about this stuff for centuries. now we need tion. these youngsters right here are the future. make sure you vote. another thing that you need to make sure you do is be a part of the system. be a part of the system so you can create the system we want. i ank you for having me today. now i'm calling congrewoman wilson up r closing remarks. god bless all you. [applause] >> thank you so much. this has been riveting. i just wanted to say, i agree with everything that you say. thank you so much for cing. in t meantim these boys have to stay alive. they have to stay alive and they have to stay free of the criminal justice system so they will not have criminal records. so in your seats, there's a pamphlet that was written 30 years ago. it was a partnership between the 5000 model of excellence and the assoation of chiefs of police, the miami herald, and childre in the 5000 le models of excellent. w

restraint are focusing on humanitarian interest there's a great story that i relate to wild bill donovannd the founder of the oss. effectively he was supposedly orworking for roosevelt and the british secret service and the british navy and air force flew him around the mediterranean and there's a whole story but he alludes to it where he goes to greece and goes to yugoslavia and more less brings yugoslavia into the war with these big promises that at some point the u.s. will look favorably on you if you stand up to now. and of course the german troops are next-door and there's a coup basically engineered by the british and americans in yugoslavia gets crushed. i think countries like i talked to a number of polls at the national press club with two years ago to some extent i felt bad because they had the sacred causes theyal were hours talking about the first to bite the first to resist my pointed out that the admirable that you have outhe honor and the courage. sometimes leadership requires different kinds of skepticism and you shouldn't look for the colder eye of the they were promisin

and they denied him a visa once they had heard that donovan was willing to starve every last willingan, woman and child for the interests of u.s. strategy and geopolitics, etc. hoover always kept those things in mind. and i think i think that's important and underrated quality and statesman, you know, to think through the real and the potential consequences of any of these decisions. you making promises faraway countries that we don't have the capacity to protect. i think ukraine is unfortunately a tragic case of this junk. john maynard made a comment after the paris peace conference. hoover is the only person that left the conference with an enhanced reputation. but hoover realized one thing, and that is important food is in preventing the spread of bolshevik ism. and he was very careful in the allocation of food and they said we told the bolsheviks quickly when they were thinking of taking over austria that food shipments will depend on the democratic government. they're going to pipe in a word about that, at part of your question time, when dealing with the occupied europe idea, i

the development of this most recent volume, christopher rogers, adina burke, amanda king, and john donovan form of professionalism at every stage. thank you. many close friends, family, and colleagues of also helped. what is the singing, they know who they are. my dear friends erin and mary and bird bear from wisconsin merit particular recognition. they have been with us, and we have been with them. a small team of former students helped in essential ways, securing permissions for images, helping with the maps that i am very proud of in this book, the maps at the front, the front maps and the end maps, both convey the sense and argumentation of the book as a whole. a show the pre-contactor pre- removal locations of the native nations of the united states at the time of european arrival. the map shows the contemporary state and federal recognized the tribes of native nations across the contiguous united states. you can find them all on two maps. so a small team of former students helped in that process my offering much needed assistance along the way. in the space of her found gratitude, i

our southern border -- the donovan talked about -- the gentleman talked about sending the migrants upo cities like new york they claimed they were refugee cities. now they can't take it. it's the hypocrisy. we are for everybody, but don't send them to my city. we have a serious problem right now with inflation. you can't just start spending billions upon billions of dollars. your last caller from maryland said trump did nothing to secure the national border down south. what about the wall that got put up? all those miles of wall. all of a sudden joe biden comes in and starts taking it down. he starts selling office supplies so they cannot finish the wall. it is absolute insanity. the wall was our best protection. host: how do you know that, randy? what evidence do you have the wall was working? caller: guess what? some people were dropping kids over the wall but at least 10,000 people a day, 12,000 people a day are not just waltzing across like i saw in the news just yesterday. some area were 70 broke apart the wall -- somebody broke apart the wall. they could not stop the people. it

jd donovan . contemporary music. jd donovan. jd, thank you very much for coming in this morning. everyone when we exactly we get there. exactly >> long, >> it feels like a long, staggering, what exactly staggering, oh what exactly is this so lots artists this about? so lots of artists up and down uk globally up and down the uk and globally really expressing and really have been expressing and opening about their neurodivergence. >> now neurodiversity basically means, as martin just explained , means, as martin just explained, it's the range of response across a normal population and brain function . um, but really brain function. um, but really that can be, you know, tourette's, adhd. it can be anything that perhaps is a challenge and these artists that you've just mentioned have been really about that really opening up about that this and deserve huge this year and deserve huge credit for doing so. we've done some interesting some really interesting research. in research. we'll discuss in a second younger people , second into how younger people, particularly relate more to neuro

paul donovan, i am going to paraphrase him, which is never bet against the avarice of the -- and theie: specifically u.s.? manus: the hellenism, there you go, the hellenism of the -- he donism of the u.s. consumer. carol: appreciate you coming on with us again. the u.s. consumer they do like to go out and shop, the included. what are we hearing about the day after christmas shopping? any early reads? dana: we just got one. mastercard came out with the data from november 1 through december 24. holiday season sales up 3.1%, slightly below their forecast of 3.7%. it goes through december 24. many other forecasters either go through december or january. that is coming in at the lower end of the 3% to 5% range. as you mentioned earlier, it is still up. consumers are still spending. we have got gift cards that need to be redeemed. some of the interesting data that came out of it is the fact that apparel is up, online stronger than in store sales, jewelry down. restaurants that focus on experience, some restaurants and grocery being up. carol: just coming back from an overseas trip. i-8 out

when i was with jason donovan, he wanted to rehearse every single minute and second, some of them have goes on but when you look at annabel croft, and krishnan who said it thought him joy in his life as well as can have a profound psychological effect. the? life as well as can have a profound psychological effect.— psychological effect. they all have to din psychological effect. they all have to dig really _ psychological effect. they all have to dig really deep _ psychological effect. they all have to dig really deep and _ psychological effect. they all have to dig really deep and especially l psychological effect. they all have to dig really deep and especially i | to dig really deep and especially i think for gentlemen who have never done lycra and display time. they are all shaking like a leaf. it really is hard for them but i think it is such a beautiful experience and i remember always saying to my partners, it has been really stressful or do you remember you want to enjoy because yes it is a stress but it is one—of—a—kind and will never happen again and the most beautifuljourney