. >> doris kearns goodwin says what's the biggest public scandal that we've faced. what's your? did you learn from it? >> it is who i am as a person. i believe you have to withstand whatever problems come your way. you're not always going to be make the right decisions but you have to be guided by what you think is important and that's what i've done. >> the momentary feelings, you know, you're mad, you're really upset, disappointed, all of that goes through your mind. but i have found you really shouldn't make decisions in the heat of those moments. you have to think about it. >> bill clinton has discussed lewinsky personally, most notably in a 2004 interview with oprah in which he said "monica was a very smart, very perceptive person who i thought could have a really productive life. when it was all over, what i most hoped for her is that she wouldn't get in this trap you can get in, living off this 15 minutes of fame that would keep her from being the person she should be." lewinsky said she's not breaking her silence for a purpose, and she said after the suicide of a a colle