and doris kearns goodwin, talk about what it is like being a red sox fan, the agony, the anguish, thefering. the tradition. >> and once in a while a few good things. >> i'll tell you, it has been so much a part of my life that i can't imagine how irrational i am. i wake up in the morning sad when they've lost. i can't sleep at night when they are not doing well. >> it's been a rough couple of weeks for you. >> but then i keep remembering, the great thing about of the had, i push my mind back and i remember 2004, i remember 2007. i remember carlton fisk. i remember when i first walked in here, and i so loved the brooklyn dodgers. they moved to los angeles. my boyfriend takes me here, and i see the same kind of little park, the same team that almost wins, but then loses ultimately. and i fell irrationally in love. >> i grew up a braves fan, but out of nowhere, suddenly these two guys explode on the scene. not the guy behind me, but two guys explode on the scene. mike barnicle. >> hi, mike. >> fred lynn, jim rice, and of course '75, the same year, that amazing game six home run by carlto